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Family reunion is always love.
4 of us went to celebrate father's day at chompchomp.
Food there are always so yummy and so affordable.
OR MAYBE IT'S THE COMPANY LA (:
Anw i really had a great time out w my family.
It's like ONCE in a blue moon okay.
After dinner went kovan and we bought like $90 worth of food from cold storage.
OMG lah. ice cream, meiji milk, wine, mantous, poifull, snacks, etc!
<3 <3 <3. (:

OPEN PRESENTS TIME @ HOME.
My dad first open my sis's present which is a shirt. den he opened mine which is a mug.
(: i know no matter wad we buy, he will love it.

And bad thing now, july is coming.
So many bdays coming up.
): i hate month of july seriously. haha. 
BUT THE JOY IS IN GIVING. <3 <3

After all these things tt happened, i realised i've changed.
Sharon agreed too. but of cos it's nt positively or negatively.
Just not the usual JOYCE u al have known for the past few years.
I've become much stronger.
And i believe that you've to make mistakes to learn. SO TRUE lahhh!
(: and i believe time will change everything.

I'm enjoying every single second of my life now.
MINUS away those unhappy moments tt happened.
COS IN LIFE, YOU'LL NEVER ALWAYS GET WHAT YOU WANT.
LIVE IT (: there are bound to have pple to make u cry/sad.

OMG OMG. this is such a reflective post.
I treasure you not because of anything. but the fact tt you're my best fren and u made a difference in my life.
So pls take care of yourself bebe.
I still love YOU.
(:

Can friends of mine stop leaving me?
I'm sick of this.
I've not done ath wrong. from wad i rmb i dint.

Depressed as in seriously. i've been crying for nights over some -.- stuff.
WHICH I THINK IT'S TOTALLY NT WORTH IT.
I jus wanna have the stamina to run this journey forever and forever.
Spare me people. i really dont wanna turn into an emo person.
Why am i sacrifcing for smth which has no future? 
WHY AM I SO DUMB? WHY CANT I GET GOOD RESULTS SO TT I WONT BE SO STRESSED UP FOR MID YEARS.
WHY WHY WHY. 
LIFE'S SO UNFAIR. UNFAIR. UNFAIR.

I'm screwing my own life.

:(
I need sharon.
4 more days

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My dearie is strong and she will move on from this.
Conclusion : guys are whatever -,-

FIVESOME. I LOVE YOU ALL (:
ROCKY. I LOVE YOU TOO. PLS DUN LEAVE ME!

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Yesterday we went to support our sch boys in the semis.
Proud to say tt we've got into finals. :)
Won SA. penalty shoot out (4 -3)
Before that was VJ and RJ match.
RJ won w penalty shoot out (7 - 6)
It's heartrending to see those vj boys cry :(

CRY. im nw recalling the last match against IJ
Im missing volleyball badly.
I nv felt like this before in xinmin, prob cos i wasnt even in the main team.
But i jus wanna say; VBALL TEAM MERIDIAN = LOVE.
I hope i wont miss the pizzahut session.
:(

Life isnt great becos i failed my 2.4 last week.
Been eons since i last ran. and i hate myself for failing it.
:(
Retest nxt tuesday. hope i can pass this time.
F*** NAPFA -.-
But 5 items were alright except shuttle run. damn disappointing
-.-
URGH. 

I had a bad bad day today. 
My rashes on my arm refuse to stop itching.
I cut my finger while opening the can soup.
I scald my lips while drinking the soup.
I feel uber tired but i jus couldnt sleep.
Im jealous but i jus cant say it out.
I've got so many tests on monday but i jus cant get things into my head.
Damn LJ deleted my previous post.
:(
TODAY JUS SUXS. 19may2007

____, u're the best. <3

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I'm super happy la. jus bought IPOD NANO RED online @ $348.
It looks super cool la.
With JOYCE. engraved on it too!
Thanks parents for the advance bday pressie.
I'm real happy.
:D 

And the fact tt we've got into top 8 really makes my day EVERYDAY!
I jus kept reminiscing that classic moment of team meridian.
SO HAPPY LUH!
Had training ytd at ngee ann sec.
We have to shift like hundreds of tables and chairs cos it's the exam period!
But we made it possible. 
We trained hard that day. :) 

Tmr we will be playing against hci.
:)

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Indescribable feeling. :)

VJ, HCI and IJ is next.
No matter wad the outcome is, i'll be satisfied.
GO TEAM MERIDIAN!

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3 DOWN. and this last one i'm going to give it ALL! :)
Though training wasnt great today. but i wont let it affect me.
Everything of today is over. A new day will come on monday!
And im very optimistic about it. 
MJVBALL can do it! and i wanna get into 2nd round.
No more fearing of this and that. we'll jus give it all for the last time.
Wadever the results, i'll try to accept it.
Be it tears of joy or sad. 
I need all the luck and power in the world. 
I hope my prayer will work.
Bless us please. (:
DIG.SET.SPIKE.KILL (i saw this from somewhere)

Out w elvia and fel. 
Fel and i waited for a great 40mins (or even more) for ELVIA GOH SIN TZE!
So went to popular and practially walking around kovan for a great no of times.
So 3 of us went to eat at XIN WANG cafe!
HAHA
We ate alot. like really alot la. bill was $53.35 -.-
:) 



WE WILL GIVE UP ON THE IMPOSSIBLES, right?

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Jealousy kills.

Everyday i pin this hope but sad to say, u never fail to disappoint me.
Come on frens, i need your support :/
I'm dying from this fear!
:( :( :(

Since you came into my life
The days before all fade to black and white
Since you came into my life 
Everything has changed
I've fell so deeply this time